Manigong Bagong Taon!

Waahh! Naririnig mo ba iyon? 'Yung mga iba't-ibang ingay sa labas? Oo 'yun nga... Alam ko naririnig mo iyon! haha pwera na lang kung bingi ka... (biro lang po iyon!)

Ang dami ko nang naririnig na nagpapaputok, bale kagahapon pa nga 'yun eh, pati nung isang kahapon! Pero mas marami ngayon malamang...

Waahh, ulit!!! Nakakainggit naman yung nagbi-videoke sa labas ~eehh! Gusto ko din kumanta ~ Mag-videoke!

Kanina pa 'yun nang-iinggit! Dalawa pa nga iyon eh! isang batang babae tapos isa namang matandang lalake...

Palakasan sila ng stereo pa 'ka mo! Pero ngayon, 'yung kumakanta eh 'yung matanda na lang... Pan'no ko 'ka mo nalaman?? Siyempre sa kinakanta pa lang niya malalaman mo na agad... Tears in Heaven, alam mo 'yun di ba? 'Yung kay Eric Clapton! Di ba, sabi ko sa 'yo eh! hahah

Eto, 'yung sunod oh ~ I don't wanna talk about it!... haha nakalimutan ko 'yung title eh.. Di ako magaling diyan eh...

At ang trip  naman ng mga bata dito -- torot! Bakit? Kasi, bawal lang namn pong magpaputok dito. Compound po kasi ito.

Ano ba yan! Ngayon may nagsi-sing-along na naman... Babae siya pero sa tingin ko hindi naman bata, medyo mas matanda sa kanina. 'Yung kinakanta niya, 'Wag na 'Wag mong Sasabihin ni Kitchi Nadal, tapos may nagtotorotot. Alam mo kung ano ginagawa? (Oo! Alam ko nagtotorotot siya, siyempre maliban dun...) Sabayan ba naman 'yung tono nung kumakanta ng 'wag mo na ng sabihin...' hahah, adik na bata 'yan! XD

Okay, Let's have a time check! It's already 9:17 PM...

Wuhooo!!! tatlong oras na lang mga tao, at BAGOOONG TAOOON NAAAA!!!

Hindi ko nga rin alam kung masaya 'tong huling araw ko para sa taon ng 2009...

Masaya ba ako? ah.. ehhh.. ahmmm...Sige, Oo na lang! ):)


Basta, nawa magbago na 'ko. Ibig kong sabihin mabago ko 'yung mga mali sa akin, kahit hindi agad-agad. Kahit paunti-unti man lang sana...

Lahat naman 'ata ng tao gustong
magbago-- o mas magandang sabihin na mabago ang ugali na dapat baguhin para sa sarili din niyang ikabubuti...

Basta, ito ang totoong nararamdaman ko ngayon... Malungkot ako, kasi may kulang, meron akong hinahanap... Nami-miss ko din ang Tagumpay. Nami-miss kong lalo na ang Mama ko! Sobrang-sobrang miss ko siya... T_T 

The Vague Dream 2 (Ang Malabong Panaginip)

To be posted...

Si Mr. A na naging si Mr. B

Ito ay isa na naman sa mga wirdo kong mga panaginip, at ito ay may kinalaman na naman sa pagtupad ko sa PNK. Sa panaginip ko, mananalangin na dapat kami nung mga oras na yun ngunit bago kami nagsimula nakatingin ako sa isa sa mga ka-maytungkulin kong lalaki. Yung lalaking tinitingnan ko, nakita siya nung una at ang talagang nasa isip ko, siya si 'Mr. A' (di ko na po papangalanan). Tapos ang nakakapagtaka maya-maya ibang tao na ang tingin ko sa mismong taong binabanggit ko. Sa pangin ko pagkatapos nun nung muling tiningnan ko siya, siya na si 'Mr. B' ... Ang tanong ko po, kung may sakaling may nagbabasa man... Nakaranas ka na ba ng ganitong panaginip? Yung tipong, sa umpisa na panaginip mo, ang alam mo halimbawa, siya si Ben... Tapos kalaunan, magiging ibang tao na siya, magiging si Lito na siya para sa 'yo dahil iba na ang mukhang nakikita mo pero pareho pa rin na taong sangkot...

The Chocolate Cravings

To be posted...

Oh! Shoot!

Waaahh... The time is now accurate but the postings are never the same, at this point, it doesn't already matched  and meet to my expected time of schedule.

Hahaha!! But I know, ittt'sss aaaallll mmmyyy fault! Even now, amidst in this discreet midnight, I'm still wide awake, still writing  just for my blog...

Yah, I know! You'll nag on me. Sometimes, I'm aware what's right from wrong, in spite of this, I'm still doing the wrong thing. And right now, it's already 1:00 am.

I also don't want to stay wide awake late at night just to update this stuff, but ahmmm... *sighs*

Okay! I wont make any promises nor agreements, for I might just break it. So, I will just say that I will do my best to not stay late at night and post my entries ahead of time. I hope I'll gonna make it!

The Tease

Nyahaha...xDDD

Bakit kaya kapag naaasar ang bunso natutuwa ang panganay?! haha bad XDD

Wala lang, nakakatuwa kasi 'yung mga reaksyon nung kapatid ko sa mga kalokohan ko... Pero at least sinasakyan niya. Weird daw kasi 'yung humor ko, siya ang masama... hahah

Minsan pa nga, sa sobrang asar niya sa 'kin, sinasapak na 'ko, binubugbog-bugbog, parang punching-bag kumbaga... Pero siyempre gumaganti ako, pero 'yung tipong tama lang. Ganun naman 'ata magkulitan o maglambingan ang magkapatid. Sa paraang brutal, 'yung rambulan 'yung dating...

Ewan ko ba! Kung bakit sa lahat ng mga magkakapatid sa mundo, laging ang hilig -- away, hindi mawawala kahit anong gawin...

Alam ko na! Siguro walang thrill kapag walang away! Sa kahit ano mang relasyon yata meron 'yun, normal na bagay, kaya magtaka ka na kapag sa buong buhay mo mula nung pinanganak ka, Di ka pa nakikipag-away! Ibig sabihin lang no'n, abnoy ka... Abno! Biruin mo ba naman 'yun, ibig sabihin di ka pa nagkakamali, o 'yung tipong ipaglaban 'yung kung ano yung gusto mo...

Who's Yamada Ryosuke?

I will continue this tommorow... :D

I am already dizzy and a li'l bit tired... POSTED

PROFILE

Yamada Ryosuke (山田涼介 or やまだ りょうすけ) is a Japanese actor, talent, singer, dancer and a member of Hey! Say! JUMP. He is under the management of Johnny & Associates..

Yama-chan is his nickname however, he wanted to be called Ryo-chan.He was born on the 9th of May on the year 1993 at Tokyo Prefecture though he currently lives now on Kanagawa Prefecture. Like my sister and I, (..haha!) his blood type is B. His height is 162 cm Yah,he's shorty, I know but, maybe he'd still grow a li'l.. and weighs 48 kg. I don't know if it's aldready the updated weight of him... His favorite food is STRAWBERRY! And he really hates senburi cha (tea)... I guess, cause it's really bitter. He really loves to cook and it becomes his hobby, and also fishing. Social studies said to be his favorite subject and his favorite numbers are 4 and 7. Orange,White and Purple are the favorite colors of him and he really loves to play the sport soccer. The most admired senior of him in Johnny's is Domoto Koichi.
CAREER

On August 12, 2004, in his 5th year of elementary school (age 11), Ryosuke appeared on the variety show Ya-ya-yah, where his audition for Johnny and Associates was aired.

In July 2006, he got his first role in a TV drama, Tantei Gakuen Q Special.

In April 2007, he was chosen to be a member of the temporary unit, Hey! Say! 7 and made his CD debut on August 1, when their single Hey! Say! was released.

From July to September 2007, Tantei Gakuen Q became a drama series and Yamada played the same role as in the Special aired in 2006.

From September 24, 2007, he began performing as a member of Hey! Say! JUMP and made his debut on November 14.

From January to March 2008 he was in a drama series, One-Pound Gospel, as Mukoda Katsumi, with his senior, Kamenashi Kazuya (KAT-TUN).

On April 12, 2008 he was in a drama, Sensei wa erai! along with other Hey! Say! JUMP member Nakajima Yuto, Chinen Yuri and Arioka Daiki. He roled as Gunjou Hayato.

On June 14, 2008 he played Furuhata Ninzaburo in a drama called Furuhata Chuugakusei

In October 2008, he was in a drama series called Scrap Teacher: Kyoushi Saisei as Takasugi Toichi, along with other Hey! Say! JUMP members that played with him in Sensei wa Erai!.

In June 2009, he became the leader of a temporary group called "NYC boys" together with Nakayama Yuma and Chinen Yuri. Their single "NYC/Akuma na Koi" hit the #1 position on the billboard.

On August 29, 2009, he played the role of Yuji Kawai in a drama called "Niini no koto Wasurenaide".

On October 3, 2009, he starred as the lead role in "Hidarime Tantei EYE" playing the role of Ainosuke Tanaka.

On October 17th, 2009, it was announced that Hey! Say! JUMP member Yamada Ryosuke will play his lead role again in the upcoming drama series '左目探偵EYE / Hidarime Tantei EYE ['Left-eyed Detective EYE']' to be broadcast from January 23 this year 2010.

Then, what's the big deal of this??

Well, to me it's a great deal 'coz I really love him! And I will admit that I'm so addicted to him... hahah

I even made a personal header with the theme of him of course, for my Mozilla persona!

I really would like to go in Japan in the near future to watch Hey!Say!JUMP's concerts and support them. And if I'm already there, and then accidentally, I bump into him while walking on the streets... or maybe, if he would talk to me (hopefully, that time I'm already fluent in Japanese language) and unexpectedly we became friends... Whoa!!! MAYBE, I COULD GO NOW AND DIE!! (AHAHAHAHA! JUST KIDDING!) What an ambitious girl am I?! hahah XDD


BUT I THINK IF THAT HAPPENS, I WILL BE THE HAPPIEST PERSON EVER... 


Oh! How I wish they would have their own album soon enough, they have so many songs already, it seems that Johnny Kitagawa had merely forgotten about the matters with Hey!Say!JUMP... Hello?!? Mr. Johnny, they still exist!!

The Vague Dream 1 (Ang Malabong Panaginip)

Since in the first place I have written all my posts here in English, I've decided to post every now and then, starting today, some submissions into Filipino or Tagalog. I also don't want that all of my entries will be written on English terms. I could still consider myself as patriot, maybe not always, but in some ways. And I'll do my best not to switch codes as far as I could, but if ever there are selected words that I couldn't translate or has no corresponding word in Filipino, then I would just italicized it. Also, sometimes I will post some entries where the titles are formatted in English while the content is in Filipino.

And here is one more entry of mine for today, it's all about my WEIRD DREAM...

Si Crush... Kaso Di Pwede Eh~!

Sa totoo lang, hindi ko masyadong maintindihan 'yung panaginip ko, siguro dahil na rin sa hindi ko na rin masyadong matandaan. Ito ay nangyari nung Linggo, ika-27 nitong Disyembre, natulog ako nun ng hapon ngunit nagkaroon pa rin ako ng panaginip, at natatawa ako pagna-iisip ko ito ulit. Sa panginip kong ito, kasangkot ang isa sa ka-may-tungkulin ko sa PNK... at lalake siya. hahah* Xp

Di ako magbabangit ng pangalan, pero natatawa talaga ako, kasi nagtataka ako kung bakit ko siya mapapanaginipan, hahah* at ano ang ibig sabihin nun.

Ang naaalala ko, ahhh... Pa'no ko ba ito sisimulan? aaahh... eeeehhhh... Sige, bahala na... XDDD

Basta kausap ko siya sa panaginip ko, tapos may nalaman siya sa akin, hindi ko siguraado kung ikinuwento ko ba iyon o nalaman niya sa ibang tao at siyempre, yun ay sa panaginip ko pa rin. At ang nalaman niyang yun ay naging dahilan para magustuhan niya ko. (huwag ka pong masyadong mag-react, tandaansa panaginip lamang po ito...) Hindi ko nga rin sigurado, parang mayroon din akong nalaman sa kanya na siyang nagustuhan ko at parang naging dahilan ng pagkahulog loob ko sa kanya. Hindi ko din po alam, kung ikinuwento niya rin lang 'yun sa akin.

Opo, alam ko! naguguluhan ka po... Kahit din po ako eh, gusto ko nga rin po sanang maibahagi dito iyong mismong pangyayari kaso, malas po ako nakalimutan ko na 'yung mismong eksaktong detalye. Ang pagkakatanda at pagkakaalam ko lang ay masyadong ma-keso (ma-cheesy) 'yun. Ang landi 'no?

haha.. pwahahah... bwahahah... 'Eto na naman ako, natatawa! hahah...

Wala lang, gusto ko lang namang maibahagi sa iyo ang wirdong panaginip ko at para din hindi ko ito malimutan. Upang maaari ko pa itong balikan at tawanan o mas magandang sabihin na, 'tawanan ng tawanan'...

The Bark Man

Yesterday, when I was browsing one of the photos of my friends on Facebook, I spotted a very interesting picture which has an exquisite story behind it. I was shock and empathize the man behind it. 

In order for you to picture out clearly what I'm talking about, let me share to you the story of THE BARK MAN .

Dede Koswara, known in his native Indonesia as "Tree Man," has lived for years with rapidly spreading warts that have covered his entire body in a case that has baffled doctors.

The 37-year-old has been undergoing a radical transformation at a tropical hospital in Bandung and in the time it takes to conceive and give birth to new life, a team of local doctors have performed eight major operations involving an electric saw, skin grafting and the removal of pounds of dead skin tissue hardened by the years.

Dede, a father of two who goes by his first name, is expected to return home to his remote village at the end of this month. His parents, siblings and children have been visiting him regularly at the hospital.

"The surgery of Dede is not perfect, but the results meet what we hoped or expected," said Dr. Hardisiswo Soedjana, a leading plastic surgeon in Indonesia and the head doctor in Dede's case.

In the coming months, Dede will return to Hasan Sadikin hospital for at least two more major surgeries. Doctors will continue to work on his immune system and find ways to cope with the challenges of excessive bleeding during operations, the deep growth of his warts and the search for more skin donors.

It wasn't until Dede was a teenager that what started as a simple wart on his knee spiraled his life out of control. They started spreading over his entire body as a result of the human papillomavirus, or HPV.

Common Disease With Uncommon Results

It is a common virus that approximately 20 million Americans live with, according to the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, some without even knowing it.

"The wart gets into your skin and makes the skin grow out of control," said dermatologist Dr. Debra Jaliman. "It grows above the skin. It grows into the skin."

However in Dede's case, the warts had run wild, creating a medical mystery for doctors.

"Some people don't do well with the treatments because their immune system isn't that good at fighting the virus," Jaliman said.

At left, Dede in 2007 gnarled growths sprouting from his hands and feet, 
sits in front of his house in the village of Tanjung Jaya in Indonesia. 
At right, Dede's condition has improved in 2008 after undergoing 
several surgeries to remove the bark-like growths from his skin (Reuter/ABC)

Doctors diagnosed Dede as having an immune deficiency. It was, in a way, a "perfect storm" of dermatology. The combination of the incredibly common HPV and his incredibly rare immune deficiency caused Dede's warts to form growths that resembled tree bark and roots -- growths that eventually took over control of his body.

Soon Dede lost the ability to perform daily functions, or even hold his children, because of the weight of his hands and feet.

Becoming 'Tree Man'

He lost his job and left his village to earn a living the only way he knew how -- begging on the city streets.

It was there that he met Hanny of Hanny Enterprise, an organization that hosts the most sensational carnival-like shows in the country. Dede became a rising star, known as Tree Man.

Ironically, Hanny's success at building Dede's fame as Tree Man may have lead to his medical treatments.

Doctors became as curious as the public and the media were about his condition.

American doctor Anthony Gaspari is part of the team that set a plan in motion to treat Dede to "control the tumorous growths and to restore his immune system," he said at an earlier news conference.

"We have a lot of room to improve the patient's condition and improve the quality of his life, improve his appearance, improve his ability to use his hands," Gaspari said.

Hospital staff today say Dede is in good spirits, has put on healthy weight and is happy to be returning home.

Though it's unlikely that Dede will ever be free of all traces of disease, his treatment will give him a chance to go back to his village, to be with his family and friends and lead a new life approaching normal.

http://abcnews.go.com/Health/MedicalMysteries/story?id=5535375&page=1

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So the condition of Dede had gone well... I wonder how he is now? And if he's operation had really gone well. I really feel sorry for him, it seems like his indeed suffering from his situation, and having those kind of hands and feet would surely deprive him from doing things particularly his work.

I know how it feels to have a problem like that, though Dede's side is more severe compared to mine. Actually I have this kind of skin disease called 'Eczema'. According to Wikipedia, it is a disease in a form of dermatitis, or inflammation of the epidermis. The term eczema is broadly applied to a range of persistent skin conditions. These include dryness and recurring skin rashes that are characterized by one or more of these symptoms: redness, skin edema (swelling), itching and dryness, crusting, flaking, blistering, cracking, oozing, or bleeding. Areas of temporary skin discoloration may appear and are sometimes due to healed lesions. Scratching open a healing lesion may result in scarring. Eczema may be confused with urticaria. In contrast to psoriasis, eczema is often likely to be found on the flexor aspect of joints.

However, I really don't know which type of eczema I have. I have this since I was a child, it disappeared temporarily but when the weather is cold, my legs start to feel itchy and I can't stop but to scratch it. And then, lesions will gradually form, and it's akin to islets or scales.  It's really frustrating when it heals for a brief count afterwards it will come back and it will look like the way before it was. We have tried a lot of methods and ointments to lather on it, nonetheless none of them take the best effect. We had even gone to a dermatologist, but my mistake was to refuse to some of her prescriptions, for it appears to be just a waste of money for me, disregarding my own sake, and also due to my frugality . I was really  remorseful back then when I took no notice of what is to be done for my eczema to be well-treated. I really regret those days, wish I could turn back time. From my own experience, I could conclude that, 'No one will ever learn his lessons and be sorry for it, until the mistake was already said and done.'

Similar to what SYDNEY J. HARRIS quoted:

Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time;

 it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable.

On the other hand, HENRY DAVID THOREAU said:

Make the most of your regrets...

to regret deeply is to live afresh.

Journal

And for PERCY BYSSHE SHELLEY:

Fear not for the future,

weep not for the past.

The Scolding

haha.. musta naman 'yun di ba? ngayon ko lng 'to na-update!

geh! Itutuloy ko na...

Ito ay tungkol lang naman nung araw na pinagalitan ko 'yung kapatid ko. Pinaalalahanan ko lang siya sa mga dapat at di niya dapat gawin... Baka kasi nakakalimot siya at nawiwili na rin siya.

Pinaalala ko lang sa kanya na maikli ang oras at para bang laging nagmamadaling matapos, at di mo na namamalayang tapos na ang lahat, inabot na ang wakas.

Ayaw ko lang din sana siyang magsisi sa huli, maaga pa lang, malaman niya 'yung pagkakamali niya at matutuhang maitama niya agad habang may panahon pa...

Upang maabot niya 'yung kung anong gusto man niyang maabot, para na din unang-una sa lahat, sa sarili niyang kapakanan...

The Life Before

We woke up early in the morning, though were almost near of becoming late on our duty on Church (PNK)… [I’m glad were not. ^^,] Subsequently, the assigned solicitors (haha. Idk the English term for “maglilikom”) were read out, and I was one of them, and I was also the appointed last prayer. OMG! I need to prepare. Gosh! I don’t know why I’m so tense when the one leading prayer with a cluster of people is me, even in school! Though I know how to pray, it really comes that way. I think I’m not at ease with it; I’m worried if I will commit mistakes… (at dahil siguro, hindi pa ako sanay manalangin sa kapulungan…)

And I really thing I should refrain myself from thinking this way. I should really really overcome this kind of dilemma of mine… argggh! Xp

At 3 ‘o clock in the afternoon, the Socializing of Purok 2 will be celebrated in the NEU field. But unfortunately, we came delayed for one hour… kamusta namn ‘yun di ba?

It seems to me that I cannot still adapt to these changes. I am still missing something – and it no other than my former HOME -- TAGUMPAY in which we had lived for almost 10 years. Those 10 years of my life is what I’m yearning for now… and it is really different from now! And I guess, things will never, ever, be really the same again! T_T

Victory Community: An aerial view of the Tagumpay Housing Community in Rodriguez, Rizal, currently the Church's largest project.

This is the top-view of Tagumpay I.N.C Compound at San Jose, Rodriguez, Rizal, Philippines.

Be Strong!

Oh, gosh! We were out the whole day yesterday, and as usual, it’s another delayed post!  It becomes frequent that in order for me to complete the daily accounts of my life, I should have two posts for a day, which is supposedly one entry only if I got to post it for the exact day of that happening. :’C

This occurence should be posted on December, 26, ‘09.

We’ve got the time to push through our postponed visit to our dear Mom. We should be visiting her on the 19^th but due to the heavy traffic bound to Caloocan, the scheduled visit was put off.  It was just a short stay; we make sure that her place was still okay… ( and I really miss her so much :’C )

When were already there, I perceived that the three of us were reflecting to our own selves, reminiscing something special, a recollection of memories, and it was very nostalgic… After, that we came to the SM North for us to eat and buy some stuff.

Then, we came home just exactly to prepare for the Worship Service. On the midst of our worship, I became very emotional, and I can’t help but cry… I also felt the blessings and the presence of God. You will sense that He is soothing you form all of your pain… and I’m really glad afterwards, for I felt very relaxed, I have released my distress and torment inside me. But then, it seems like there’s something still that lingers. And sometimes I want to search for a place, a place where no one else could see me there crying -- and crying until there are no more tears to cry ‘till that last drop of tear of mine will do. I just really want to let loose of the pain that I have with me, but I don’t need to show it to someone, or to anyone… ‘Coz I know, they wouldn't even understand. I know they wouldn’t care at all for they have nothing to do with it. It’s already fine with keeping it to myself and not showing it at all… It’s not necessary to look pitiful for others just to have concerns with you.

I will always smile and be always strong enough for the upcoming challenges and trials that I would have. I believe that I can do anything with faith in Him… For I know He’s always beside me and also I will always be guided by my dearest and beloved Mom of mine… That’s why I don’t need to be afraid; to be positive is my only choice. And that’s what will I always do…  :DDD

The Real Thing

The real thing that occured this day was sure a cheery one... *yey!* :D

My sister and I went to her classmate Angela for her to get the DVD she should watch for their project , film review in MAPEH. It's just that I accompanied her so that she could have a  bodyguard or a chaperone... hahah...  XD

The funny thing that came about was the same color of shirt we both wore. And it really matched with the special day, which is the Christmas Day commemorated for today (for Catholics-- no offense intended) because the color we wore was RED! 

It seemingly many people have noticed that we did have wear the same color and teased us we've intended it on purpose...

Just like when we passed through the Fire brigade ( the route for a shortcut ), the security guard told us,  

"Oh! You have the same color of shirt maybe you both work it out..." and then, I replied, "No kuya! she (My sister) intentionally imitated me because she has NO ORIGINALITY!".

After that, the duel begun, My sister and I started pulling each other's hair... *hahah*  

Teasing and laughing at one another, when suddenly, a cute guy *blush*  was approaching, and when she already passed us, I whispered to my sis, "Have you seen that, the cute guy who just have passed?".

"Yeah! But I didn't look into his face. You! you're such a naughty girl! Every handsome guy you encounter makes you like them", my sister uttered.

Then I said to her, "Nah! It's just for fun you know... and it's only a crush not even more than that. You must be angry with me when I abruptly say-- Oh, his really cute! I think I'm falling in love with him". (that would surely sucks...) Xp

When we finally arrived to Angela's house, Donne started to text Angela to notify her that we're already outside the gate, when suddenly, a man came across to us then without warning, locked the gate. Such an insolent man! No manners!!!

After a few minutes, Angela came down and escorted us to their house. Even her, noticed that we wore same color and told us that it seems that she can really feel the essence of  Christmas in the air.

When we were finally there, I was really glad because her Mom was so generous and welcoming. She even

made us ate (maybe their Noche buena food) and really made our stomach full. It seem that she wont like to stop to encourage us to eat more and more.

And I just thought that when we're out of there -- maybe we would start becoming into good shape or should I say become fatties...

Angela's mom was so hospitable, to the point she even made carry with us a BH! (it means Bring-Home -- BAON! ) hahah... XD

The Continuation

As I have mentioned yesterday, this will be a follow-up of yesterday's ("kilig") story...

haha. *laughs*

This post occurred on exactly December 19, 2009.

It's been almost a week since I've seen him, and until now it really frustates me... haaa-hooo...*sighs*

This someone I am pertaining to, which I wish I would bump with one of these days (or maybe someday would also be okay) really gets into me...

But  some of my senses telling me that I must stop worrying about HIM! That if we're meant to stumble upon each other's crossroad -- it would surely be!

It's not that I want to forget all about him, it's just that I want to take away all the bother that I have inside me.

Maybe it's time to relax or should I say -- chillax now...

I must exclude myself to worries and have fun just a li'l bit and take part with the happenings. If something's bound to happen, it'll ensue... maybe not at this very moment, lest it could be tomorrow, next week, next month, or even it could be one of these lucky days of mine...

That something could really happen -- in the right time, right place and on the right person... Believe in the magic of love, 'coz each and every one of us has magic or even a gift of their own -- needing to be unwrapped...

Already Midnight...

Now, I am still wide awake and typing on the keyboard to do a blog. It's been awhile since I've updated this one.

And it's just I have something to share to you. I have met this someone whom I didn't get the chance to know him well, or should I say know his name... :'C

It seems that he's a very familiar person to me... And I just can't remember where or when did I saw him. I just don't know why am I so into him...

Gosh! and the worst of all, I became really depressed the moment I missed to know him, even just his name...

Until here, I'll just pour some more here, tomorrow morning...

I will sleep then...

Good night and sleep tight...

An Inspirational Song

Life Is Like A Boat

by Rie Fu

Original / Romaji Lyrics

Nobody knows who I really am

I never felt this empty before

And if I ever need someone to come along,

Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate

The waves keep on coming and we can't escape

But if we ever get lost on our way

The waves would guide you through another day

Tookude iki o shiteru toumei ni natta mitai

Kudayami ni omoe takedo mekaku shisarete tadake

Inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu

Asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

Nobody knows who I really am

Maybe they just don't give a damn

But if I ever need someone to come along

I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

Hito no kokoro wa utsuri yuku nukedashita kunaru

tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku

And every time I see your face

The ocean heaves up to my heart

You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon

I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore

When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am

I never thought I'd feel this way towards you

And if you ever need someone to come along,

I will follow you, and keep you strong

Tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo

Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de mune o terashidasu

Inori o sasagete atarashii hi o   matsu

Asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

And every time I see your face

The ocean heaves up to my heart

You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon

I can see the shore

Unmei no fune o kogi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to Watashi-tachi o sou kedo

Sore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne


  

                                     English Translation

Nobody knows who I really am

I never felt this empty before

And if I ever need someone to come along,

Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

   We are all rowing the boat of fate

  The waves keep on coming and we can't escape

  But if we ever get lost on our way

  The waves would guide you through another day

  Far away, I'm breathing, as if I were transparent

  It would seem I was in the dark, but I was only blindfolded

  I give a prayer as I wait for the new day

  Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea

  Nobody knows who I really am

  Maybe they just don't give a damn

  But if I ever need someone to come along

  I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

  People's hearts change and sneak away from them

  The moon in its new cycle leads the boats again

And every time I see your face

The ocean heaves up to my heart

You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon

I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore

When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am

I never thought I'd feel this way towards you

And if you ever need someone to come along,

I will follow you, and keep you strong

And still the journey continues on quiet days as well

The moon in its new cycle shines on the boats again

I give a prayer as I wait for the new day

Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea

And every time I see your face

The ocean heaves up to my heart

You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon

I can see the shore

And every time I see your face

The ocean heaves up to my heart

You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon

I can see the shore

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  ~ I really love this song!

 ^__^

Right now, I am really into J-pop music and I love its melody.

And 'Life is Like a Boat' is one of my favorite...