Sinong mabuting magulang ang magtatanong sa anak na "Baka pagtanda ko, dalhin mo lang yata ako sa HOME FOR THE AGED eh?!?" kung talagang wala siyang nagawang masama sa kanyang anak?

(halatang GUILTY di ba?) T_T

Erase the Animosity

I don't want to entertain this kind of feeling anymore. I don't want to be devoured alive by this monstrous HATRED that I feel. And it's building up inside me and I can feel that it could explode anytime it wants to. I don't want the time would come that one day, I will wake up from a sound sleep, and suddenly, I'll just realize that I am NOW -- totally like - HIM.

Truth can prevail how much I really don't want to be like HIM, yet this abomination still lingers on me. Despite the great will I am desiring to impede myself from being like this, still, there are too many reasons why I feel this way. I am in so much pain once I think of this dillema of mine. Whensoever I envision myself being like him, feels like every thorns of roses you could see around you, pricks deep into my heart and soul.

I really don't want to be like this anymore. Still, whenever a certain situation comes, or every time his around, I always get easily irritated or annoyed... As soon as I see him, all the things he had ever done comes flashing right through my memories, and all these refreshes throughout my brain. In spite of that, I do still sympathize him, I could also feel his sufferings, but what about us? The annoyance I feel towards him still surmounts the most.

How I wish I could make myself NUMB! And let apathy reign through me, 'coz I am just making myself commit a sin.... T_T

Definitely HATE it~!

I'm not a disdainful type of person still I certainly do hate person with this kind of characteristics or traits:

1) Unfair

2) Selfish

3) Self-centered

4) One-sided

5) Narrow-minded

6) Insensitive

7) Indifferent

8) Domineering, haughty personality

I hate it~! I loathe this kind of feeling... Wish I could never... ever... encounter this kind of person, and if I still did, I could not conceive of  what will I do, perhaps I really don't know... T_T