Cry ENDLESSLY

Amidst silence, or even in the midst of your meal,

all of a sudden tears are welling in your eyes

with all the sorrows you've been through, you can't help but cry 

You want to burst out all your difficulties 

but does not know whom you'll seek to, 

and the worse, does not know how to start this...

Why should life be too painful like this?

God, except from serving thee,

Why do I exist? What is my real purpose in life?

I do greatly wish, sooner or later I could die

and be relieved with all the torment inside me

For I have no more strength to bear all these...

Slowly, my weakness obliterates the self in me

Long enough I could lose my sanity

Dear God! please help me indeed

to continue this rage battle of mine

and I beg you, don't turn away from me

For thee are my only refuge...

Now I fin'lly learnt why someone dear to me 

is so hard to let go, and I always miss Her so...

May God inspire you when you feel down,

Encourage you when you feel like quitting,

Guide you when all things become confusing.

Stay happy, that's how God wants you to be...

Don't ever be angry at your FRIENDS...

'Coz up to the last moments of life,

what hurts us most are not

the words of enemies,

But the silence of friends!

100 Random Facts 'bout Me (Part 3)

21. Mathematics HATES me, thus I dislike it... Maybe it's NOT really for me and I am not destined for this subject. My favorite subject is SCIENCE, may it be, GEN. SCIENCE, BIOLOGY, CHEMISTRY or PHYSICS.
22. Clickable ballpoint pen - I have a habit of clicking it over and over again, I find it relaxing and it gets me rid of boredome. Demo, it's not for me for hindi pa man tumatagal sa akin yung suitable for me because it's ephemeral.

23. I am left-handed with the tedencies of ambidexterity.

24. I cannot really dance, my body is too stiff for that.

25. Tagas and Patay were my epic words when I was a child. I cannot say words properly at those times, where I mispronounce "gatas" as tagas and patay for me means "tinapay". 

26. I hate it whenever I hear a styrofoam being scratched, the sound it produces irritates me.
27. I LOVE using smileys. ♥^_^
28. If I would be given a chance, I want to become a BOY. *laughs* :))
29. I seriously want an elder BROTHER!
30. I badly wanted needed to graduate sooner or later and find a stable job.

TO BE CONTINUED...

It will always be WORTH it...

...to be with someone who knows

your worth.

100 Random Facts 'bout Me (Part 2)

11. I am a Silent Crier. As long as possible as it could be, I do
not show off MYSELF to others.

12. I am DEFINITELY not an Emotionally Motivated Output (EMO). But sometimes, you could consider me
as an EMOTIONAL/SENTIMENTAL person. Still, you couldn't NEVER categorize me to those kind of suicidal persons whose labeled as EMOs like the picture on the below-right.

13. At times, I do become stoic.

14. I can be considered as NBSB. And, I am PROUD of it...The right time will arrive for the right person to come.

15. Many have mistakenly presumed and said that my sister and I are TWINS. They would always ask, "Are you twins?". Even were just on the road, guard house or in the market, and too many to mention, they ask that same question. We just answer them with a NO and then,laugh and tease each other...

16. Someone told me, "You are too business-minded~". She even added that I should have better taken BUSINESS related course such as Management or Marketing. I laugh at the comment because a memory flashed into my mind which is way back on my second grade in elementary school. I remembered, just ONLY from a simple Hetty stamp from the Jollibee stampers, I easily earned so much.

17. I cannot sleep without my pillow which came from our exchange gift and it's from my Mom, she's the one who've luckily picked my name on our draw lots.
18. Curious cat as my sister call me. When I see something that catches my attention, whether it's about music, person, group or whatsoever, you would just find me hooked on the net searching for the infos about it/them.
19. Moreover, I cannot also sleep without any blanket.

20. Choosy when shopping for new stuffs. I always make it sure that the product I am going to buy is economically-friendly, cheaper but has a BETTER QUALITY, (it could never be the BEST QUALITY of course, for if it does, IT IS SURELY EXPENSIVE!).

TO BE CONTINUED...

Always smile...

 Our faces are the BEST BILLBOARDS

where the ads of life are seen.

Life is not a problem to be solved

but a GIFT to be enjoyed!