Cry ENDLESSLY

Amidst silence, or even in the midst of your meal,

all of a sudden tears are welling in your eyes

with all the sorrows you've been through, you can't help but cry 

You want to burst out all your difficulties 

but does not know whom you'll seek to, 

and the worse, does not know how to start this...

Why should life be too painful like this?

God, except from serving thee,

Why do I exist? What is my real purpose in life?

I do greatly wish, sooner or later I could die

and be relieved with all the torment inside me

For I have no more strength to bear all these...

Slowly, my weakness obliterates the self in me

Long enough I could lose my sanity

Dear God! please help me indeed

to continue this rage battle of mine

and I beg you, don't turn away from me

For thee are my only refuge...

Now I fin'lly learnt why someone dear to me 

is so hard to let go, and I always miss Her so...