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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

The Vague Dream 2 (Ang Malabong Panaginip)

To be posted...

Si Mr. A na naging si Mr. B

Ito ay isa na naman sa mga wirdo kong mga panaginip, at ito ay may kinalaman na naman sa pagtupad ko sa PNK. Sa panaginip ko, mananalangin na dapat kami nung mga oras na yun ngunit bago kami nagsimula nakatingin ako sa isa sa mga ka-maytungkulin kong lalaki. Yung lalaking tinitingnan ko, nakita siya nung una at ang talagang nasa isip ko, siya si 'Mr. A' (di ko na po papangalanan). Tapos ang nakakapagtaka maya-maya ibang tao na ang tingin ko sa mismong taong binabanggit ko. Sa pangin ko pagkatapos nun nung muling tiningnan ko siya, siya na si 'Mr. B' ... Ang tanong ko po, kung may sakaling may nagbabasa man... Nakaranas ka na ba ng ganitong panaginip? Yung tipong, sa umpisa na panaginip mo, ang alam mo halimbawa, siya si Ben... Tapos kalaunan, magiging ibang tao na siya, magiging si Lito na siya para sa 'yo dahil iba na ang mukhang nakikita mo pero pareho pa rin na taong sangkot...

The Chocolate Cravings

To be posted...


Oh! Shoot!


Waaahh... The time is now accurate but the postings are never the same, at this point, it doesn't already matched  and meet to my expected time of schedule.
Hahaha!! But I know, ittt'sss aaaallll mmmyyy fault! Even now, amidst in this discreet midnight, I'm still wide awake, still writing  just for my blog...

Yah, I know! You'll nag on me. Sometimes, I'm aware what's right from wrong, in spite of this, I'm still doing the wrong thing. And right now, it's already 1:00 am.

I also don't want to stay wide awake late at night just to update this stuff, but ahmmm... *sighs*

Okay! I wont make any promises nor agreements, for I might just break it. So, I will just say that I will do my best to not stay late at night and post my entries ahead of time. I hope I'll gonna make it!



Tuesday, December 29, 2009

The Tease

Nyahaha...xDDD

Bakit kaya kapag naaasar ang bunso natutuwa ang panganay?! haha bad XDD

Wala lang, nakakatuwa kasi 'yung mga reaksyon nung kapatid ko sa mga kalokohan ko... Pero at least sinasakyan niya. Weird daw kasi 'yung humor ko, siya ang masama... hahah

Minsan pa nga, sa sobrang asar niya sa 'kin, sinasapak na 'ko, binubugbog-bugbog, parang punching-bag kumbaga... Pero siyempre gumaganti ako, pero 'yung tipong tama lang. Ganun naman 'ata magkulitan o maglambingan ang magkapatid. Sa paraang brutal, 'yung rambulan 'yung dating...

Ewan ko ba! Kung bakit sa lahat ng mga magkakapatid sa mundo, laging ang hilig -- away, hindi mawawala kahit anong gawin...

Alam ko na! Siguro walang thrill kapag walang away! Sa kahit ano mang relasyon yata meron 'yun, normal na bagay, kaya magtaka ka na kapag sa buong buhay mo mula nung pinanganak ka, Di ka pa nakikipag-away! Ibig sabihin lang no'n, abnoy ka... Abno! Biruin mo ba naman 'yun, ibig sabihin di ka pa nagkakamali, o 'yung tipong ipaglaban 'yung kung ano yung gusto mo...








Who's Yamada Ryosuke?

I will continue this tommorow... :D
I am already dizzy and a li'l bit tired... POSTED

PROFILE
Yamada Ryosuke (山田涼介 or やまだ りょうすけ) is a Japanese actor, talent, singer, dancer and a member of Hey! Say! JUMP. He is under the management of Johnny & Associates..
Yama-chan is his nickname however, he wanted to be called Ryo-chan.He was born on the 9th of May on the year 1993 at Tokyo Prefecture though he currently lives now on Kanagawa Prefecture. Like my sister and I, (..haha!) his blood type is B. His height is 162 cm Yah,he's shorty, I know but, maybe he'd still grow a li'l.. and weighs 48 kg. I don't know if it's aldready the updated weight of him... His favorite food is STRAWBERRY! And he really hates senburi cha (tea)... I guess, cause it's really bitter. He really loves to cook and it becomes his hobby, and also fishing. Social studies said to be his favorite subject and his favorite numbers are 4 and 7. Orange,White and Purple are the favorite colors of him and he really loves to play the sport soccer. The most admired senior of him in Johnny's is Domoto Koichi.
CAREER
On August 12, 2004, in his 5th year of elementary school (age 11), Ryosuke appeared on the variety show Ya-ya-yah, where his audition for Johnny and Associates was aired.
In July 2006, he got his first role in a TV drama, Tantei Gakuen Q Special.
In April 2007, he was chosen to be a member of the temporary unit, Hey! Say! 7 and made his CD debut on August 1, when their single Hey! Say! was released.
From July to September 2007, Tantei Gakuen Q became a drama series and Yamada played the same role as in the Special aired in 2006.
From September 24, 2007, he began performing as a member of Hey! Say! JUMP and made his debut on November 14.
From January to March 2008 he was in a drama series, One-Pound Gospel, as Mukoda Katsumi, with his senior, Kamenashi Kazuya (KAT-TUN).
On April 12, 2008 he was in a drama, Sensei wa erai! along with other Hey! Say! JUMP member Nakajima Yuto, Chinen Yuri and Arioka Daiki. He roled as Gunjou Hayato.
On June 14, 2008 he played Furuhata Ninzaburo in a drama called Furuhata Chuugakusei
In October 2008, he was in a drama series called Scrap Teacher: Kyoushi Saisei as Takasugi Toichi, along with other Hey! Say! JUMP members that played with him in Sensei wa Erai!.
In June 2009, he became the leader of a temporary group called "NYC boys" together with Nakayama Yuma and Chinen Yuri. Their single "NYC/Akuma na Koi" hit the #1 position on the billboard.
On August 29, 2009, he played the role of Yuji Kawai in a drama called "Niini no koto Wasurenaide".
On October 3, 2009, he starred as the lead role in "Hidarime Tantei EYE" playing the role of Ainosuke Tanaka.
On October 17th, 2009, it was announced that Hey! Say! JUMP member Yamada Ryosuke will play his lead role again in the upcoming drama series '左目探偵EYE / Hidarime Tantei EYE ['Left-eyed Detective EYE']' to be broadcast from January 23 this year 2010.
Then, what's the big deal of this??

Well, to me it's a great deal 'coz I really love him! And I will admit that I'm so addicted to him... hahah
I even made a personal header with the theme of him of course, for my Mozilla persona!

I really would like to go in Japan in the near future to watch Hey!Say!JUMP's concerts and support them. And if I'm already there, and then accidentally, I bump into him while walking on the streets... or maybe, if he would talk to me (hopefully, that time I'm already fluent in Japanese language) and unexpectedly we became friends... Whoa!!! MAYBE, I COULD GO NOW AND DIE!! (AHAHAHAHA! JUST KIDDING!) What an ambitious girl am I?! hahah XDD


BUT I THINK IF THAT HAPPENS, I WILL BE THE HAPPIEST PERSON EVER... 


Oh! How I wish they would have their own album soon enough, they have so many songs already, it seems that Johnny Kitagawa had merely forgotten about the matters with Hey!Say!JUMP... Hello?!? Mr. Johnny, they still exist!!

The Vague Dream 1 (Ang Malabong Panaginip)

Since in the first place I have written all my posts here in English, I've decided to post every now and then, starting today, some submissions into Filipino or Tagalog. I also don't want that all of my entries will be written on English terms. I could still consider myself as patriot, maybe not always, but in some ways. And I'll do my best not to switch codes as far as I could, but if ever there are selected words that I couldn't translate or has no corresponding word in Filipino, then I would just italicized it. Also, sometimes I will post some entries where the titles are formatted in English while the content is in Filipino.

And here is one more entry of mine for today, it's all about my WEIRD DREAM...




Si Crush... Kaso Di Pwede Eh~!

Sa totoo lang, hindi ko masyadong maintindihan 'yung panaginip ko, siguro dahil na rin sa hindi ko na rin masyadong matandaan. Ito ay nangyari nung Linggo, ika-27 nitong Disyembre, natulog ako nun ng hapon ngunit nagkaroon pa rin ako ng panaginip, at natatawa ako pagna-iisip ko ito ulit. Sa panginip kong ito, kasangkot ang isa sa ka-may-tungkulin ko sa PNK... at lalake siya. hahah* Xp

Di ako magbabangit ng pangalan, pero natatawa talaga ako, kasi nagtataka ako kung bakit ko siya mapapanaginipan, hahah* at ano ang ibig sabihin nun.

Ang naaalala ko, ahhh... Pa'no ko ba ito sisimulan? aaahh... eeeehhhh... Sige, bahala na... XDDD
Basta kausap ko siya sa panaginip ko, tapos may nalaman siya sa akin, hindi ko siguraado kung ikinuwento ko ba iyon o nalaman niya sa ibang tao at siyempre, yun ay sa panaginip ko pa rin. At ang nalaman niyang yun ay naging dahilan para magustuhan niya ko. (huwag ka pong masyadong mag-react, tandaansa panaginip lamang po ito...) Hindi ko nga rin sigurado, parang mayroon din akong nalaman sa kanya na siyang nagustuhan ko at parang naging dahilan ng pagkahulog loob ko sa kanya. Hindi ko din po alam, kung ikinuwento niya rin lang 'yun sa akin.

Opo, alam ko! naguguluhan ka po... Kahit din po ako eh, gusto ko nga rin po sanang maibahagi dito iyong mismong pangyayari kaso, malas po ako nakalimutan ko na 'yung mismong eksaktong detalye. Ang pagkakatanda at pagkakaalam ko lang ay masyadong ma-keso (ma-cheesy) 'yun. Ang landi 'no?
haha.. pwahahah... bwahahah... 'Eto na naman ako, natatawa! hahah...

Wala lang, gusto ko lang namang maibahagi sa iyo ang wirdong panaginip ko at para din hindi ko ito malimutan. Upang maaari ko pa itong balikan at tawanan o mas magandang sabihin na, 'tawanan ng tawanan'...


The Bark Man

Yesterday, when I was browsing one of the photos of my friends on Facebook, I spotted a very interesting picture which has an exquisite story behind it. I was shock and empathize the man behind it. 

In order for you to picture out clearly what I'm talking about, let me share to you the story of THE BARK MAN .


Dede Koswara, known in his native Indonesia as "Tree Man," has lived for years with rapidly spreading warts that have covered his entire body in a case that has baffled doctors.

The 37-year-old has been undergoing a radical transformation at a tropical hospital in Bandung and in the time it takes to conceive and give birth to new life, a team of local doctors have performed eight major operations involving an electric saw, skin grafting and the removal of pounds of dead skin tissue hardened by the years.
Dede, a father of two who goes by his first name, is expected to return home to his remote village at the end of this month. His parents, siblings and children have been visiting him regularly at the hospital.
"The surgery of Dede is not perfect, but the results meet what we hoped or expected," said Dr. Hardisiswo Soedjana, a leading plastic surgeon in Indonesia and the head doctor in Dede's case.
In the coming months, Dede will return to Hasan Sadikin hospital for at least two more major surgeries. Doctors will continue to work on his immune system and find ways to cope with the challenges of excessive bleeding during operations, the deep growth of his warts and the search for more skin donors.
It wasn't until Dede was a teenager that what started as a simple wart on his knee spiraled his life out of control. They started spreading over his entire body as a result of the human papillomavirus, or HPV.

Common Disease With Uncommon Results

It is a common virus that approximately 20 million Americans live with, according to the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, some without even knowing it.
"The wart gets into your skin and makes the skin grow out of control," said dermatologist Dr. Debra Jaliman. "It grows above the skin. It grows into the skin."
However in Dede's case, the warts had run wild, creating a medical mystery for doctors.
"Some people don't do well with the treatments because their immune system isn't that good at fighting the virus," Jaliman said.



At left, Dede in 2007 gnarled growths sprouting from his hands and feet, 
sits in front of his house in the village of Tanjung Jaya in Indonesia. 
At right, Dede's condition has improved in 2008 after undergoing 
several surgeries to remove the bark-like growths from his skin (Reuter/ABC)

Doctors diagnosed Dede as having an immune deficiency. It was, in a way, a "perfect storm" of dermatology. The combination of the incredibly common HPV and his incredibly rare immune deficiency caused Dede's warts to form growths that resembled tree bark and roots -- growths that eventually took over control of his body.
Soon Dede lost the ability to perform daily functions, or even hold his children, because of the weight of his hands and feet.
Becoming 'Tree Man'

He lost his job and left his village to earn a living the only way he knew how -- begging on the city streets.
It was there that he met Hanny of Hanny Enterprise, an organization that hosts the most sensational carnival-like shows in the country. Dede became a rising star, known as Tree Man.
Ironically, Hanny's success at building Dede's fame as Tree Man may have lead to his medical treatments.
Doctors became as curious as the public and the media were about his condition.
American doctor Anthony Gaspari is part of the team that set a plan in motion to treat Dede to "control the tumorous growths and to restore his immune system," he said at an earlier news conference.
"We have a lot of room to improve the patient's condition and improve the quality of his life, improve his appearance, improve his ability to use his hands," Gaspari said.
Hospital staff today say Dede is in good spirits, has put on healthy weight and is happy to be returning home.
Though it's unlikely that Dede will ever be free of all traces of disease, his treatment will give him a chance to go back to his village, to be with his family and friends and lead a new life approaching normal.


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So the condition of Dede had gone well... I wonder how he is now? And if he's operation had really gone well. I really feel sorry for him, it seems like his indeed suffering from his situation, and having those kind of hands and feet would surely deprive him from doing things particularly his work.

I know how it feels to have a problem like that, though Dede's side is more severe compared to mine. Actually I have this kind of skin disease called 'Eczema'. According to Wikipedia, it is a disease in a form of dermatitis, or inflammation of the epidermis. The term eczema is broadly applied to a range of persistent skin conditions. These include dryness and recurring skin rashes that are characterized by one or more of these symptoms: redness, skin edema (swelling), itching and dryness, crusting, flaking, blistering, cracking, oozing, or bleeding. Areas of temporary skin discoloration may appear and are sometimes due to healed lesions. Scratching open a healing lesion may result in scarring. Eczema may be confused with urticaria. In contrast to psoriasis, eczema is often likely to be found on the flexor aspect of joints.

However, I really don't know which type of eczema I have. I have this since I was a child, it disappeared temporarily but when the weather is cold, my legs start to feel itchy and I can't stop but to scratch it. And then, lesions will gradually form, and it's akin to islets or scales.  It's really frustrating when it heals for a brief count afterwards it will come back and it will look like the way before it was. We have tried a lot of methods and ointments to lather on it, nonetheless none of them take the best effect. We had even gone to a dermatologist, but my mistake was to refuse to some of her prescriptions, for it appears to be just a waste of money for me, disregarding my own sake, and also due to my frugality . I was really  remorseful back then when I took no notice of what is to be done for my eczema to be well-treated. I really regret those days, wish I could turn back time. From my own experience, I could conclude that, 'No one will ever learn his lessons and be sorry for it, until the mistake was already said and done.'

Similar to what SYDNEY J. HARRIS quoted:

Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time;
 it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable.

On the other hand, HENRY DAVID THOREAU said:


Make the most of your regrets...
to regret deeply is to live afresh.
Journal

And for PERCY BYSSHE SHELLEY:

Fear not for the future,
weep not for the past.