The Scolding

haha.. musta naman 'yun di ba? ngayon ko lng 'to na-update!

geh! Itutuloy ko na...

Ito ay tungkol lang naman nung araw na pinagalitan ko 'yung kapatid ko. Pinaalalahanan ko lang siya sa mga dapat at di niya dapat gawin... Baka kasi nakakalimot siya at nawiwili na rin siya.

Pinaalala ko lang sa kanya na maikli ang oras at para bang laging nagmamadaling matapos, at di mo na namamalayang tapos na ang lahat, inabot na ang wakas.

Ayaw ko lang din sana siyang magsisi sa huli, maaga pa lang, malaman niya 'yung pagkakamali niya at matutuhang maitama niya agad habang may panahon pa...

Upang maabot niya 'yung kung anong gusto man niyang maabot, para na din unang-una sa lahat, sa sarili niyang kapakanan...

The Life Before

We woke up early in the morning, though were almost near of becoming late on our duty on Church (PNK)… [I’m glad were not. ^^,] Subsequently, the assigned solicitors (haha. Idk the English term for “maglilikom”) were read out, and I was one of them, and I was also the appointed last prayer. OMG! I need to prepare. Gosh! I don’t know why I’m so tense when the one leading prayer with a cluster of people is me, even in school! Though I know how to pray, it really comes that way. I think I’m not at ease with it; I’m worried if I will commit mistakes… (at dahil siguro, hindi pa ako sanay manalangin sa kapulungan…)

And I really thing I should refrain myself from thinking this way. I should really really overcome this kind of dilemma of mine… argggh! Xp

At 3 ‘o clock in the afternoon, the Socializing of Purok 2 will be celebrated in the NEU field. But unfortunately, we came delayed for one hour… kamusta namn ‘yun di ba?

It seems to me that I cannot still adapt to these changes. I am still missing something – and it no other than my former HOME -- TAGUMPAY in which we had lived for almost 10 years. Those 10 years of my life is what I’m yearning for now… and it is really different from now! And I guess, things will never, ever, be really the same again! T_T

Victory Community: An aerial view of the Tagumpay Housing Community in Rodriguez, Rizal, currently the Church's largest project.

This is the top-view of Tagumpay I.N.C Compound at San Jose, Rodriguez, Rizal, Philippines.

Be Strong!

Oh, gosh! We were out the whole day yesterday, and as usual, it’s another delayed post!  It becomes frequent that in order for me to complete the daily accounts of my life, I should have two posts for a day, which is supposedly one entry only if I got to post it for the exact day of that happening. :’C

This occurence should be posted on December, 26, ‘09.

We’ve got the time to push through our postponed visit to our dear Mom. We should be visiting her on the 19^th but due to the heavy traffic bound to Caloocan, the scheduled visit was put off.  It was just a short stay; we make sure that her place was still okay… ( and I really miss her so much :’C )

When were already there, I perceived that the three of us were reflecting to our own selves, reminiscing something special, a recollection of memories, and it was very nostalgic… After, that we came to the SM North for us to eat and buy some stuff.

Then, we came home just exactly to prepare for the Worship Service. On the midst of our worship, I became very emotional, and I can’t help but cry… I also felt the blessings and the presence of God. You will sense that He is soothing you form all of your pain… and I’m really glad afterwards, for I felt very relaxed, I have released my distress and torment inside me. But then, it seems like there’s something still that lingers. And sometimes I want to search for a place, a place where no one else could see me there crying -- and crying until there are no more tears to cry ‘till that last drop of tear of mine will do. I just really want to let loose of the pain that I have with me, but I don’t need to show it to someone, or to anyone… ‘Coz I know, they wouldn't even understand. I know they wouldn’t care at all for they have nothing to do with it. It’s already fine with keeping it to myself and not showing it at all… It’s not necessary to look pitiful for others just to have concerns with you.

I will always smile and be always strong enough for the upcoming challenges and trials that I would have. I believe that I can do anything with faith in Him… For I know He’s always beside me and also I will always be guided by my dearest and beloved Mom of mine… That’s why I don’t need to be afraid; to be positive is my only choice. And that’s what will I always do…  :DDD

The Real Thing

The real thing that occured this day was sure a cheery one... *yey!* :D

My sister and I went to her classmate Angela for her to get the DVD she should watch for their project , film review in MAPEH. It's just that I accompanied her so that she could have a  bodyguard or a chaperone... hahah...  XD

The funny thing that came about was the same color of shirt we both wore. And it really matched with the special day, which is the Christmas Day commemorated for today (for Catholics-- no offense intended) because the color we wore was RED! 

It seemingly many people have noticed that we did have wear the same color and teased us we've intended it on purpose...

Just like when we passed through the Fire brigade ( the route for a shortcut ), the security guard told us,  

"Oh! You have the same color of shirt maybe you both work it out..." and then, I replied, "No kuya! she (My sister) intentionally imitated me because she has NO ORIGINALITY!".

After that, the duel begun, My sister and I started pulling each other's hair... *hahah*  

Teasing and laughing at one another, when suddenly, a cute guy *blush*  was approaching, and when she already passed us, I whispered to my sis, "Have you seen that, the cute guy who just have passed?".

"Yeah! But I didn't look into his face. You! you're such a naughty girl! Every handsome guy you encounter makes you like them", my sister uttered.

Then I said to her, "Nah! It's just for fun you know... and it's only a crush not even more than that. You must be angry with me when I abruptly say-- Oh, his really cute! I think I'm falling in love with him". (that would surely sucks...) Xp

When we finally arrived to Angela's house, Donne started to text Angela to notify her that we're already outside the gate, when suddenly, a man came across to us then without warning, locked the gate. Such an insolent man! No manners!!!

After a few minutes, Angela came down and escorted us to their house. Even her, noticed that we wore same color and told us that it seems that she can really feel the essence of  Christmas in the air.

When we were finally there, I was really glad because her Mom was so generous and welcoming. She even

made us ate (maybe their Noche buena food) and really made our stomach full. It seem that she wont like to stop to encourage us to eat more and more.

And I just thought that when we're out of there -- maybe we would start becoming into good shape or should I say become fatties...

Angela's mom was so hospitable, to the point she even made carry with us a BH! (it means Bring-Home -- BAON! ) hahah... XD

The Continuation

As I have mentioned yesterday, this will be a follow-up of yesterday's ("kilig") story...

haha. *laughs*

This post occurred on exactly December 19, 2009.

It's been almost a week since I've seen him, and until now it really frustates me... haaa-hooo...*sighs*

This someone I am pertaining to, which I wish I would bump with one of these days (or maybe someday would also be okay) really gets into me...

But  some of my senses telling me that I must stop worrying about HIM! That if we're meant to stumble upon each other's crossroad -- it would surely be!

It's not that I want to forget all about him, it's just that I want to take away all the bother that I have inside me.

Maybe it's time to relax or should I say -- chillax now...

I must exclude myself to worries and have fun just a li'l bit and take part with the happenings. If something's bound to happen, it'll ensue... maybe not at this very moment, lest it could be tomorrow, next week, next month, or even it could be one of these lucky days of mine...

That something could really happen -- in the right time, right place and on the right person... Believe in the magic of love, 'coz each and every one of us has magic or even a gift of their own -- needing to be unwrapped...

Already Midnight...

Now, I am still wide awake and typing on the keyboard to do a blog. It's been awhile since I've updated this one.

And it's just I have something to share to you. I have met this someone whom I didn't get the chance to know him well, or should I say know his name... :'C

It seems that he's a very familiar person to me... And I just can't remember where or when did I saw him. I just don't know why am I so into him...

Gosh! and the worst of all, I became really depressed the moment I missed to know him, even just his name...

Until here, I'll just pour some more here, tomorrow morning...

I will sleep then...

Good night and sleep tight...

An Inspirational Song

Life Is Like A Boat

by Rie Fu

Original / Romaji Lyrics

Nobody knows who I really am

I never felt this empty before

And if I ever need someone to come along,

Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate

The waves keep on coming and we can't escape

But if we ever get lost on our way

The waves would guide you through another day

Tookude iki o shiteru toumei ni natta mitai

Kudayami ni omoe takedo mekaku shisarete tadake

Inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu

Asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

Nobody knows who I really am

Maybe they just don't give a damn

But if I ever need someone to come along

I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

Hito no kokoro wa utsuri yuku nukedashita kunaru

tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku

And every time I see your face

The ocean heaves up to my heart

You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon

I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore

When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am

I never thought I'd feel this way towards you

And if you ever need someone to come along,

I will follow you, and keep you strong

Tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo

Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de mune o terashidasu

Inori o sasagete atarashii hi o   matsu

Asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

And every time I see your face

The ocean heaves up to my heart

You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon

I can see the shore

Unmei no fune o kogi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to Watashi-tachi o sou kedo

Sore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne


  

                                     English Translation

Nobody knows who I really am

I never felt this empty before

And if I ever need someone to come along,

Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

   We are all rowing the boat of fate

  The waves keep on coming and we can't escape

  But if we ever get lost on our way

  The waves would guide you through another day

  Far away, I'm breathing, as if I were transparent

  It would seem I was in the dark, but I was only blindfolded

  I give a prayer as I wait for the new day

  Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea

  Nobody knows who I really am

  Maybe they just don't give a damn

  But if I ever need someone to come along

  I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

  People's hearts change and sneak away from them

  The moon in its new cycle leads the boats again

And every time I see your face

The ocean heaves up to my heart

You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon

I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore

When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am

I never thought I'd feel this way towards you

And if you ever need someone to come along,

I will follow you, and keep you strong

And still the journey continues on quiet days as well

The moon in its new cycle shines on the boats again

I give a prayer as I wait for the new day

Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea

And every time I see your face

The ocean heaves up to my heart

You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon

I can see the shore

And every time I see your face

The ocean heaves up to my heart

You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon

I can see the shore

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  ~ I really love this song!

 ^__^

Right now, I am really into J-pop music and I love its melody.

And 'Life is Like a Boat' is one of my favorite...